Nerves & Excitment.

I do not know what is wrong with me at the moment. I am constantly tired. Like clockwork every day come 2pm I cannot keep my eyes open. I can literally set my watch by it. It's actually becoming quite a pain considering I'm trying to run around after a 3 year old and run a household.. Lets just say dinners in our house have been quick and easy since this tiredness hit..


Monday is a big day for me. I am having my implant taken out.. Yep, that's right. The contraceptive implant that I have had for the past year is going to be a thing of the past. I am excited about the possibility of baby number two but also slightly nervous for several reasons.

Firstly, it took me five years and five miscarriages for us to have James. I suffer with Polycystic Ovarian Syndrome (PCOS) which makes it difficult to conceive. Also because of my repeated miscarriages I have to take a low dose asprin when pregnant because during pregnancy my blood clots more easily and causes the miscarriages. This was only discovered after my 5th miscarriage and thankfully my doctor discovered it early in my pregnancy with James. I honestly don't know if I can go through the heartache of month after month not conceiving and then maybe getting pregnant and experiencing another loss.. It's scary to think about.

Morning sickness is a massive worry for me! Because of my Emetophobia I am scared of being one of those pregnant women that vomit for 40 weeks straight. With James I felt nauseaus for 16 weeks but never actually vomitted.. Fingers crossed for another pregnancy like that!

Also another thing that worries me is am I up to the task of running around after James whilst I look like this!?

38 weeks pregnant with James :)

I'm not really worried about everything that comes after a baby. I know it will be tiring to look after a demanding toddler and a newborn but I wouldn't be the first woman to do it! I'm not the best person when I haven't had a lot of sleep but I survived on a few hours a night with a newborn James so I'm sure I could do it again and plus this time Anthony is at home so he would be an extra help..

So yeah, excitment and nerves.. Mostly excitment. 

Whilst I'm here, how about a trip down memory lane?

Just a few moments old. They had just gotten him breathing after a traumatic delivery.

First Family Photo.

5 weeks old


Lastly, completley off topic but Anthony is starting a new business and I wanted to pimp his new blog out here. He has always been a massive fan of restoring items. Have you ever seen the show "American Restoration" well, that's his dream job! Anyway, not only does he enjoy it, but he's good at it. Very good. He's currently restoring a Piano for a customer and in a bid to get his name out there he's started a blog.
If you yourself or anyone you know is into Restoration then go check it out or pass the link along!  

I hope you're all having a good weekend!


  1. Good luck with the baby making darling, I'll be thinking about you and hoping for a healthy pregnancy.

  2. I'll be praying for y'all as y'all start the journey toward baby number two!!

  3. Ahhh! That is so exciting!


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